Sure feels pretty fuckin good! October was a crazy month filled with much travel. I spent the last week of Oct house sitting at La Domaine Esemar www.LaDomaine.com the country estate in upstate NY. I was really excited, coming off of a few weeks on the road to be able to relax and unwind there and planned on spending a lot of time outside in the woods. Unfortunately it rained every single fucking day that I was there. I brought stupid frou frou fluffy boots with Me that were not appropriate for gallivanting around the muddy fall new england woods.
So, I didn't get the be the nature nymph I wanted to be. It WAS nice tho the to alone out in the country with no cell reception. I did a lot of self care. Long luxurious baths in the big fancy bathtub there. Lots of reading, there's so many good books at La Domaine, I laid around eating chocolate and wearing lingerie and reading books about the psychology of power exchange. Pretty much exactly what you'd expect a Mistress would do in a dungeon while everyone is away.
I also got the chance to do some shooting. I got new shoes and a new pedicure from slave toes so I got to shoot some POV foot fetish stuff, got to do some cam shows from the dungeon, got to masturbate all over the house. I mean really, what else do you expect Me to do if I house sit for you? I also got to do some really great sessions. Cock and ball torture. Tickle torture, rope bondage, got to play with all the pretty toys in that big gigantic dungeon. I shot My first EVER footage of Me with a male slave. I really can't believe it's taken Me so many years to shoot with a male submissive. People ask all the time, just never felt right. BUT, My tickle slave is so great, and seriously weird and demented and he makes the most insane laughter when he is being tortured. I love it. You will too because all of that will be coming soon to My Clips4sale store here: www.clips4sale.com/77669
Master R who has been running La Domaine, the world's oldest BDSM training chateau for over 20 years and who is also a Master in his own right in the kitchen. Left Me all kinds of goodies. Chocolate cakes (it's like he KNEW I was bleeding) and organic veggies and this lovely piece of salmon.
I made some isreali cous cous and roasted root vegetables to go with it. Quite awesome to eat such good food and stare out the window at the woods and the birds. Master R has a lot of bird feeders and squirrels and chipmunks and adorable woodland creatures that he feeds. You can sit in the picture window in the dining room and watch. Sometimes he feeds them all like he's goddamn dungeon Master level snow white. He's got the squirrels trained..I shit you not..he squirts them with water guns and zaps them when they fuck with his woodland creature and wild bird feeding schedule. My chihuahuas LOVED it! They curled on the couch in tiny blanket fort nests, and little Olive STARED out the window mezmerized by the birds! isn't she precious?
I got to eat very well while at La D. Here's that lovely salmon meal and a pretty dope pepper and egg sandwich I made with the leftover salmon the next day
Domesticated Pornstar status. Here's some photos of My sexy new shoes and some of the selfie camera fun I had in the guest room. Pornographic Evidence.
While I was there I also went and danced at this little stripclub I had never heard of. It's called Capital Hideaway. It is like this magical little oasis spot of a stripclub. So magical I almost don't even wanna talk about it for fear of breaking some magic spell that must be on the place. It's really so cool, has a cool history, female manager who really gives a fuck about the girls, which is a very rare thing in this industry. A nice pole! And really dope private rooms that you have to climb an old iron spiral staircase to get to. It's in the middle of nowhere..like...you're traveling along going, where the fuck am I, I must be lost...then BAM there's just this stripclub. Out in Wynantskill NY. One girl on stage at a time, which makes Me so happy, I got to dance to My choice of music which makes Me so happy. It's a juice bar, NO BOOZE, but that also means FUL NUDITY! Woohoo! I had a really great experience working there. Such a great experience that I'm going back! I'll be back
FRIDAY NOV 7th! 7 pm til 3 am
you can find more info, contact number and directions here: http://www.capital-hideaway.com/
I'm hoping to work there as much as possible during the holiday season so please come show some love. Since there's no booze it's also 18 and up! Bring your dollas motherfuckers!
I finally came home the day before halloween and was able to unpack, cook a meal and get a good night's sleep. On Halloween I just wasn't really feelin it this year. I tried. I put on orange and black eye makeup and cute halloween socks and went walking around by Myself in the mountains. Went antiquing, but didn't find anything I fell in love with. Went home and made some halloween cookies. Burned them. Got overly emotional about it because I was bleeding, put on fleece pajamas, and spent the night eating burnt cookies and watching My favorite horror movies. Pretty perfect.
It was good actually because the next day Bettie Bondage came to visit. She had sent Me this really beautiful 13 foot orange crush nylon lunge whip a few weeks prior. I hadn't even cracked it yet. You need like, a solid 20 foot span of open space to be able to really throw lunge whips, I had planned on practicing at La Domaine, but then the rain ruined that. We had photographer Zennifer come out, and I brought everyone to one of My favorite old forgotten cemeteries from the 1800s. Can you believe it, it was fucking raining! It was cold and dreary...Bettie and I even contemplated not shooting, BUT damn am I glad we did. We decided to just go for it. Bettie is a trooper so we went out in the rain and I got to throw the orange lunge whip and Bettie looked beautiful and I tore up her thighs and ass. I put a special little love knot in the end of it just for her<3 it was her birthday weekend! We shot some video that we'll use for My clips4sale store #77669, it's great, you can hear the rain drop, hear the long whip cutting through the air and that scary noise it makes. Shot in HD. I am so excited about the stuff I've been shooting. It's really nice to feel so excited about porn again, and to not feel pressure to make any certain kind, and just do what the fuck I want. THANK YOU to all of My awesome and loyal fans and weirdos who keep BUYING My shit so I can afford to keep making it. I appreciate it more than you know. As always please keep checking out the clips store it's updated pretty much every single goddamn day!
Zennifer gave Me JUST a few of the stills she took and I screamed with glee. They are exactly how I wanted them. I don't think Bettie has ever looked more beautiful. Majestic lesbian domination in the berkshire hills. Enjoy:
If you enjoyed those you may want to thank Bettie by sending her a nice birthday gift of her wishlist here:
I bet she sends nice dirty photos as thank yous.
You can also support her by visiting her clips4sale store too:
The next day we had a lovely brunch and went and stuffed ourselves full of an insane amount of food. It honestly wasn't even that good, but we ate it anyway. Then she went away covered in melts with a sore ass from Mistress Bella Vendetta and had family birthday dinner.
My life is wonderful.
Later that day I was lounging around My house, thinking how I didn't really want to get back to real life, looking at the 807 (no joke) emails I had to reply to and wondering where to start, My house? The email? Writing? So I did what any hard working american would do...I mindlessly scrolled through facebook. I came across some news tho, Mortals, this metal band that I love from NY was playing albany Ny at this little venue I sort of loved and it was a FREE show. It's like the procrastination gods were smiling on Me! I'm not too psyched these days anymore about going to shows alone, so I got a hold of My friend Amie, who is this adorable rockabilly chick who I'm going to have model for My website real soon: and she came with Me to the show.
Actually, here we are being adorable at the show:
I was so excited to be able to see Mortals, I'd been following their shit ever since I got turned onto them and kept trying to find a show I could go to. But our schedules were always opposite, they were in Boston when I was in NY, they played fucking Northampton on this tour and I missed it! So the venue was not this awesome little venue I loved anymore. It sort of sucked at life. It was freezing. Like, if your bartender is wearing a jacket maybe you might wanna turn the heat on? They shut down the big part of the venue and had this little dumb stage you might see like, in someones basement. In fact I've actually seen better stages in someones basement. The sound was also not awesome. However none of this stopped Mortals from being awesome. I can't wait to go see em somewhere with a stage and sound system to equally match their awesomeness. I had tweeted My way into a last minute interview with them (because I am incapable of doing a simple thing like going to a metal show to just hang out and have fun, I need to somehow weave work into it) and I was really stoked about it. I had lost My lust for metal interviews a long time ago and wasn't sure I'd ever get it back. Meeting bands you love is always sort of tricky. If they suck it's a huge let down. I am here to tell you that Mortals do not suck. In addition to being a badass metal band they are also super smart hilarious and charming women. So charming in fact that I invited them to come stay at My house. It's a rare event I let someone I just met know where I love and come spend the night but...MORTALS! HAHA, and we had fun. I got My interview. Lit by candle all gloomy and whiskey soaked. It was perfect. I THINK I may have found a home for the interview but I don't wanna jinx it so I'm not saying anything yet.
As always: follow Me on social media to keep up with the day to day insanity, interviews and articles as they come out, pics of My feet, what I'm cooking and when I'm shaving My pussy:
Because I didn't feel like I had been gluttonous enough at sunday brunch, monday we all went out to breakfast and I ate too much again. Here we are at My favorite 50s diner.
You should check out Mortals here: mortals.bandcamp.com
That brings us up to today. Today I got to speak at Williams College to the sexual economies class.
It was really very special for Me because it's the first time I've gotten to speak to students IN Berkshire County. One time I spoke to Berkshire Community College students but it wasn't even IN Berkshire County. So, that felt great. The students were also really bright and had thoughtful questions. The syllabus to the class is so radical, I wish I got to take this class! They had just come back from NYC for a Red Umbrella SWOP event. It's very validating to see sex work talked about as real and legitimate work. It's inspiring to see open minded teachers committed to progressive education. It gets Me amped!
I am back on campus again on the 19th for a different topic and a different group of students. That one will be really good too I think.
This month does not slow down at all. There's multiple chances for you to meet Me,
starting with tomorrow:
Nov 7th I'm at Capital Hideaway 7 pm til 3 am dancing at this full nude non alchoholic stripclub. I got a new neon green dress to match My glittery neon green shoes My slave gave Me, I'm excited to see how it glows in the balcklight. They let Me pick My own songs there so I'm gonna get to take My clothes off to 70s rock and 90s metal.
Nov 8th I am shooting with Goddess Martine Phoenix: http://mistressphoenixjade.com/ Chris Addams is coming along for that ride so expect some beautiful stills.
Nov 9th I'm shooting with Burlesque star Morgan Fey www.facebook.com/morganlefey we'll be shooting with ShredBoy Studios: www.facebook.com/shredboystudios so I am really excited about that. Will be nice to work with some new talent in Western MA. We will be shooting some promo shots for our event Nov 21st!
FRIDAY Nov 21st I will be performing burlesque at the LEAFING CANCER BEHIND event:
Morgan Fey will also be performing. It's a wonderful event with 100% of the proceeds going to breast cancer research! I love getting naked for a good cause!
I'll be performing a solo act and then doing a show with Morgan Fey! I have some pretty exciting ideas and can't wait to unveil them at this event! There's also going to be raffles with tons of awesome prizes from area businesses, live music and much more. I hear every year what a great party this is and I'm pretty honored they asked Me to come perform. Please come out and support a good cause!
8 pm Nov 29th at Maximum Capacity in Chicopee, MA
Tickets are only $5! available in advance or at the door
you can find much more information here: https://www.facebook.com/events/69853214
Nov 13 I am speaking at Beth Israel Hospital in Boston MA to speak to some social workers about understanding sex work and fetishes. I have some time available for professional BDSM sessions in the Boston area Nov 14th
If you are interested in serving Me during My trip please visit www.MistressBellaVendetta.com
Nov 15th I'll be in NYC for this awesome film festival: https://www.facebook.com/events/74773688
Nov 21st I am speaking at UMASS Amherst in the morning before My burlesque show that evening and also have some time in between for professional BDSM sessions in the western MA greater pioneer valley area.
Nov 24th I am taking over Little' Mel's awesome Podcast “No Boundaries” I'm going to have special guest Courtney trouble on to chat with Me and we'll be discussing academia and porn! A hot topic apparently for Me this month!
You can find out all the info for that here: Even Xbiz is talkin about it!
Nov 29th I'll be dancing a day shift at the world famous Club Centerstage in downtown springfiled MA from noon til 7 pm www.clubcenterstage.com
That's all folks, bedtime for Me, need My beauty rest so I can twerk the night away tomorrow!